I read an old post and smile at the coincidences in life. One year ago, I was brand new and scared and lost, new in a Marriage, new in this city, new at this job. Now everything has happened and I am new again.
I have handed in my notice today. It is a mixture of grief and bliss, and a small thought downs on me. I am replaceable. The place will go on the same after me. I think about it for a while, and discover I don´t really care.
I leave work happy and sad, jumping slightly from excitement whilst i walk to the train station, but i find my eyes well up when I listen to a nostalgic song. It is indeed bittersweet. Like coffee. I love coffee.
I feel so in love and happy, I am happier than I can remember. This city has allowed me to find myself again, and now life will start. This is a new beginning. New again, only no so scared and certainly not lost at all. Starting from next month, everything will change. I can hardly wait.
